chithi.......

Nilanjana, amar sathei porto ek e classe. Dekhte khub e sundor, karur sathei
kharap byabohar korto na, ek kothay "A perfect beautiful girl with  wonderful
nature". Sobai Nilanjana ke khub valobashto r keu keu to sottie valobashto
mane Love- Love. Amio ooi keu keu er modhey portam mane Nilanjanar preme
pagol kintu parthokko ektai, sobai propose koreche kintu ami korte parini.....he
he he.....
Ami onek chesta korechi oke bolbar but voy petam karon je cheletai oke
propose korto takei Nilanjana ekta letter dhoriye dito. Bujhte r partam na je
kake yes bollo r kake no. Kintu oor chithi ta sobar kachei ekta mistry chilo
ebong jara oke propose korto tarao r kichu bolto na...
Eei vabei din kete jeto r amar valobasha tao ektu ektu kore kothin hote thaklo.
Ami saradin sudhu Nilanjanar kotha bhabtam r mone mone boltam.."he
bhogoban o jeno kauke yes na bole"
Class XII, r matro kota din baki tarpor sobai alada hoye jabe. Ekdin thik korlam
ajj jai hok r tai hok ami bolboi... tiffin time, motamoti sobai class er baire, ami
nilanjana ke daklam r full voye voye bollam....."Nilanjana ami jani onek chelei
toke propose koreche kintu amar mone hoy tui kaukei yess bolishni, ami janina
keno but amar toke khub valo lage r 4 yrs dhore ami toke valobashi."
Sob sune Nilanjana sudhu bollo "ektu dara"...tr por se nijer bag theke ekta
white kham ber kore bollo.."dekh tui hoy to dekhechis ami onek chelekei eei
rokom ekta envelop diyechi r tokeo dicchi. Plse ooi sob Love-tove amar jonno
noy, ami kauke valobashte chai na kintu tui baki sobar moton amar valo bondhu
hoye thakis, karon ta er vitore ache. Amake r konodin propose korar ba raji
korabar chesta koris na, kono labh hobe na".........eei kotha bole se amar hath ta
ekbar dhore  envellop ta diye chup chap chole gelo r ami kichui korte parlam na
sudhu rag chara. Bhablam ki r hobe eei kham er vitore hoyto ekta chithi jate
lekha thakbe "plse amake vuleja, mon kharap koris na, tui onek meye pabi
amar theke valo valo...etc etc" tai r khuleo dekhlam na, ekta book er modhey
rekhe dilam.
Kichu din ektu rag hoto, mon kharap hoto Nilanjana ke dekhlei kintu o sei ager
moton normal, no change just "A perfect beautiful girl with  wonderful nature"....
Exam sesh, result out holo, sobai dure jaowar betha bujhe kendeo fello kintu
Nilanjana kandlo na....ektu obak holam tarpor vablam hoy to se eei rokom e,
baire theke ja dekha jai vitor theke puropuri ulto.....
Dekhte dekhte onek din kete gelo purono bondhuder sathe majhe majhe dekha
hoy kintu Nilanjanar sathe dekha hoto na asole eiccheo korto na, ke abar koshto
pabe sudhu sudhu..... ek din ghore gaan sunchi hotath bell bajlo, dekhlam
Courier eseche amar. Khule dekhi school theke letter for get-togethe, khub
khushi holam kintu hotath kore Nilanjanar kotha mone pore gelo r mone pore
gelo tar deowa envellop ta......
Janina keno but khub icche holo ekbar janar je ki chilo ooi khamtar modhey,
onek khuje seshe pelam. Mon bhora koutuhol niye khullam, vetore dekhi aro du
-to kham, lekha ache 1st r onno tate 2nd. Prothom kham ta khullam.........
"My dear,
              Sobar age amay promis kor je eei chithir kotha konodin kauke bolbi na,
plse eta amar 1st & last request. Rag r mon kharap eei du-to sobder modheyei
lukiye ache amar valobasha kintu du-toi besi din thakbe na, tai amar valobasha
tao besidin thakbe na. Amake plse valobashis na.
             Tui hoyto sottie amake khub valobashis but ami parbo na karon ami
karur jibon noshto korte chai na. Je amake valobashbe se sara jibon koshto
pabe. Ami besidin karur sathe katate parbo na, amar Heart e ekta Hole ache
jeta operation koreo thik hobe na. Ekmatro Heart Transplant chara kono upay
nei r ami nijer jiboner jonno onno karur jibon sesh korte parbo na tai amake
bhule ja.
               Sara jibon toh noy but jekota din beche thakbo, amra valo bondhu hoye
katabo. Plse amar e chara r kono rasta nei...
                            eti..
                     tor bondhu
                      Nilanjana"

Oor mukh ta jeno amar samne veshe uthlo, mone hocche O amar dike takiye
mone mone hanshche........
Ami kichukhoner jonno pathor hoye gelam, chokher jol o jeno sukiye gache
amar. Amar kapa- kapa hath duto aste aste 2nd kham ta khullo.........
Kintu tar por ami r sthir thakte parlam na, amar moner betha ta chokh du- to
prokash kore dilo........................

Vitore chilo Nilanjanar ekta Photo r niche black ink diye lekha ache

                "with love
                nilanjana......."
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*______Global Warming______*

onker khata vora elo melo lekha
sin cos tan r geometry sekha....
east india company-r golpete peto ghum
abar keu boka khele class ta nijhum.....

Apur kalpana sune harato eei mon
abar kokhono dena-paona, vijto noyon.....
equater ta kache elei klanto sobai
hariye jeto desh-bidesher golok dhaday....

english ta valo chilo, grammer ete chap
esay ebong letter jeno kiser obhisap.....
eri majhe library te mojar books khoja
tifin r off period-ecricket-er moja....

diner seshe bajto jokhon chutir happy bell
bag tule kandher opor hotam metro rail.....
gater baire jhalmuri r fuchka-r kolahol
jhal legeche jhal legeche taratari de jol........

eshob chilo ager kotha
modhur kintu moner betha....
ebar holo jibon khela
sono kemon katai bela.........

saradin janla dhare hotam an-mona
cd-r remote hathe niye moner gaan ta sona.....
ki sob jeno ondhokare khojar chesta chilo
chele belar anondo ta ke je kere nilo.....

sokal theke duphur hoto, sukh chilo na mone
bikel holei pari chilo club ghorer ooi kone.........
carrom board e miss korlei gala-galir slogaan
jhogra koreo petei hobe filter-re sukh tan..........

jibon ekhon chonno-chara, odriswa ek chaya
sukher din ke khujte khujte, dukkho sudhu paowa...........
kothay raja kothay rani, kothay abol-tabol
ache sudhu obohela r opekkhai kebol.......!!!
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sathi.......

janina ki je chai
ki pete ami ki je harai..
kokhon ooi moner kone
ektuku rod othe......
kokhon abar ekla hoye
ondhokare chote...!!

chander ooi khela ghore
dukkho vola gaan......
hotath abar kiser bethai
abeg bhora pran........

tomar khushi jibon amar
tumie amar sathi......
tomay niyeie bhanbo joto
hisheber map kathi......

thakbe tumi pase amar
tobuo mone bhoy.....
tomay chere kokhono jodi
amay jete hoy......!!!!

"valobasha"- ekta chotto kotha, kintu eei chotto kothatar mane tao ki sotti choto......?

moner kone chupti kore dariye chilo se..
bolto amay kane kane, hath ta mele de.....
buker majhe joriye dhore
dekh na kache tene
du chokh bujhe bibhore hoye
thakbo du-jone

vorer akash surjo udoy
agni sikhar khela
dekhte dekhte purno hobe
moder jibon bela.........

hath ti dhore cholbo sathe
neel sagorer par....
sanjh belar ooi sonar aloy
sunbo moner gaan........

raater akash purno kore
ek fali chand othe....
sei chaya te dekhbi kemon
swopner ful fote..........

aai na amar khela ghore
thakbo du-jone...
de na amay ek tuku sthan
tor moner ooi kone.......

sobai bole swopno amay
ki ba amar dam.....
bolchi amai "valobasha"
jibon amar naam........

ICCHE puron......!!!!

Ami tokhon onek choto, sob somoy sudhu akash- kushum swopno dekhtam.
Sei sob swopner modheyei chilo ekta boro icche lukiye, "bhogoban ke dekha"
Boltam maa ke "Maa ami o dekhbo bhogoban kemon hoy, tara kothay thake"
Maa bolten "Na baba orokom bolte nei, okhane jaowa to onek kostokor bepar"

diner por din amar icche o kolpona aro besi kore jor pete thake.
Saradin ami bose bose bhabtam-" kemon hobe bhogobaner desh,
sobai ki kore okhane !!. hoy to okhane gele amake r porasona korte hobe na,
baba- maa'r kache boka-o khete hobe na aar...."

Dekhte dekhte onek bochor kete jai, ekhon ami boro hoyechi.
Aar somoyer sathe-sathe amar swopno tao bodle geche. Ekhon ami sudhu bhabi-

ki kore eei duniya take joy korbo, ki kore sobar theke aage egiye jabo.........

Ekdin ami hotaht kore osukhe porlam, sobai khub chintito hoye porlo amar jonno.
Onek chesta kora holo kintu ami kichutei sompurno bhabe thik hotam na.
Saradin bichanay suye thakte hoto amay. Porasona, kheladhula sob bondho hoye gelo.
Kintu tokhon o keu valo kore janto na je amar ki hoyeche.

Chintay- koshte sobar raater ghum sesh, boro theke boro doctor dekhano holo,
seshe ekta report e dhora porlo amar jiboner rekha,
kintu amay keu janato na je amar ki hoyeche.

Ek din amar repoty ta lukiye dekhlam ebong  jante parlam je amar ki hoyeche.
Besi din nei aar amar jibone, hoyto matro kota mash ba ekta bochor,
karon amar cancer ta last stage e pouche gache, okhan theke keu r fire aase na.......

Amar somosto swopno baksho bondhi hoye roye gelo,
sudhu bhabtam je aar jekota din beche achi valo kore katai,
ektu anondo kore ni, kintu ki kore ..?
Ghore jar dikei takatam sei amay dekhe chokher jol lukato,
hashte chesta korto kintu parto na.........

tokhon ami sudhu ektai kotha bhabtam......
"tomra to kosto paccho kintu amay dekho ami koto khushi,
karon amar sei choto belakar swopno ta je sotti hote choleche...."

Amar "Icche Puron" hote choleche...............!!!!

teri chehre se nazar na hate
to mai kya karun....
teri baaton se dil na vare
to mai kya karun....

tujhe dekhte hi dil me halchal sa hota hai,
tujhse milte hi  duniya rang-berangi ho jata hai,
tu pass hai fir bhi tujhe dhundhta rehta hun,
tere bina zindegi adhuri si hai.....
tere bina roshni bhi dhundli-dhundli si hai.....

tujhse hi roshan hai mere din,
tujhse hi puri hai meri raatein,
meri har saanso me tu bsti hai,
meri har sapno me tera hi chehra hai......

tujhse alag mai ek pal bhi na jee paunga,
mar jaunga fir bhi tera sath na chor paunga,
teri mohabbat ka mai mara hun.......
tere pyar me mai deewana hun......

tu sath hai mere zindegi bhar
tu pass hai mere zindegi bhar....
fir bhi mera dil na bhare
to mai kya karun........!!!
mai kya karun........!!!

................???

chalte hue raah par yun hi ruk jate hai hum
manzil dur hai fir bhi chale jaate hai hum.....
na paas hai koi, na sath hai kisika
akele hi chal rhe hai kaanton vare rahon se
tumhari talash me
fir bhi khehte ho tum......
pata hai tumhe akelepan ka asli matlab........???

sote nhi hai hum raat var
taron me bhi tumko dhundhte rehte hai....
tumko dhundhna to ek bahana hai
bs sari raat tumhari yadon me bitane ki
fir bhi puch te ho tum mujhse.....
mohabbat hai yar fir
bs ek bahana hai nasdikiya badhane ki.....????

kehte nhi hai hum apna dard kisiko
milate nhi hai nazrein kisise.....
jhukake palkein apne hi parchai me gum rehte hai..
taki koi tumhe na dosh de sake...
fir bhi tum kehte ho....
palkein jhuka ke baithe ho..
aur baat karte ho nazrein milale ki....?????

tumse nhi, sikwa hai mujhe apne aap se...
ansuo se nhi , mai darta hu to sirf muskurahat se....
pyar to ek bahana hai
aapne sanso ko paas rakhne ki.....
fir bhi tum kehte ho
wajha kya hai tumse dil lagane ki......????

....ratri vora akash....

akash dake ratri take
ebar chole aai...
tui na ele mon je amar
srabon bhora hoy.....


ratri bole amar kache
achei kiba bol....
tor buke tei matha rekhe
lukai noyon jol.....


akash bole tui chara je
ami asompurno....
tor karonei chand ta ache
tararao tor jonno....


tor alo tei purnima ta
sohag kore bole...
amar aloy sobai kemon
icche dana mele.....


tui esechis tobei na sob
notun jibon khoje..
tui na ele keu ki ar
alo-r mormo bojhe...


ratri tokhon obak hoye
akash pane chay....
hath-ti dhore buker kache
moner betha koy....


tobe ki sudhu amar jonno
sobar jibon kalo.....??
amar sathe poth cholte
lagena karur valo....??


ami ki sobar moner betha
gobhir kore tuli...??
valobashar mormo take
kothin khelai kheli....??


akash tokhon asru jole
dishe hara hoy ....
joriye dhore ratri take
buker kotha koy....

tui ki bhabish tor karonei
sobai koshto pay...??
tui na ele kar jibone
surjo udoy hoy.....????

 

Valobasha vs LOvE------0

pukur pare bose bose kat-to koto bela
dekthte tumi jhilik jhilik reshmi alo-r khela
aam gacher ooi chayate bose dekhechilam swopno koto
tomar kole matha rekhe monta bhore jeto

tomar jonno chutte giye chagol chana dhora
tomar jonno loker bag-er golap ful ta tola
tomar mukher muchki hasi lagto boro valo
tumi amar ratri chile tumi e diner alo....

eta holo old version or u can say village love.........
now new version or Metro Love.....................


Multiplex e bose bose dekhtam koto movie.
otai chilo life e tomar sobcheye boro hobie....
fast food & Chinese Bar e kortam moja koto
hath ta dhore road side e adikhetta joto...

tomar jonno archiese er ooi card gulo sob chena
tomar jonno mall theke ooi pink teddy ta kena
tomar mukhe hasi dekhlei kotro boro voi.....
boltam ami mone mone "Dekhi abar ki hoy"

Konta beshi VAlo...........?????

Moner Kotha.......

dadu tomar daant gulo te bejai chomok laglo
bolo na go bazar theke kinte koro porlo..?
tobe re beta hotochhara dekhbi tobe moja
somoy ele bujhbi tora daanter koto moja....

dadu tomar chokher niche
dheu khelano ki..?
ooi khane te duniya take
aatke rekhechi...

oo dadu go sotti bolo
lathi chara ki cholte paro..?
bolis na r dukher kotha
chele thakteo lathi dhoro...

dadu tomar boyosh onek
tobe keno r kaj kora..?
didima to sojjasayi, pare nako bolte
osudh-potro na kinle porbe je se mara......

tobe ki r chelera tomar dekhe nako tomay
manush kore boro korle r ki chai tader..?
jibon ta chai, bari ta chai...ki r boli bol
paap korechi tobena eto pora kopal moder...

dadu tomar kotha sune dukkho holo boro
kintu moja tomar o ache, porte hoyna bolo...
r kota din dekhte dekhte katabi torao sobai
dekhbi tokhon briddho hole jibon ta koto kalo.......

dedicated to all old persons who r suffering from this stage of life.....
frnds plse look after them who have sacrificed their whole life for you and your happiness.........

Incredible India......

India me aapka swagat hai.....

Main Gate pe entry leneke liye sabse pehle zor se boliye "Jai Hind"

Aab hum dheere dheere badhenge main gate se...

Aapke samne hai the beautiful lawn....

Dekhiye ye jo pehla statue aap dekh rhe hai inka naam hai Mr. Prime Minister. ye hamare is empire ke so called Raja hai...inke paas khub power hai, but inko ise use karna nhi aata hai, magar inho ne bohot sare field me PHD kiya hai jaise Ghotala, Rate Explosion, garibon ka khoon choosna etc etc…

Aage dekhiye ye jitne bhi statues aap ko dikh rhe hai inme se kuch to hamare so called Raja ke pyare pyade hai aur kuch ye dawwa rakhnewalo me se hai ki "Agar hum Raja hote to dikha deten ki Raja ka neeti kya hoti yai" matlab "Rajneeti"....But-but ye jo special statue aap sab ko dikh raha hai inki baat kuch khass hai, kyun ki inke haath to Mr. Rajaji ke door bandhe hue hai..Jab bhi Raja ji inse milte hai to ek hi gaana gate hai......"Mai naachun tu nachaaa..."

Aab inse milne ke baad hum badhte hai building ke taraf.....

Ooh sorry inko to as usual bhool hi gya..

Ye belong karte hai India ke the most famous Slum Family se. Inke baare me to aap sabne bohot kuch suna hoga but mai v kuch sunana cahunga.....

Hum hamesha ye mang rakhte hai ki "Garibi Hatao", magar ye kabhi success nhi hota hai, kyuki agar ye log poverty line se aage nikal gaye to hamara kya hoga...?

Hamare ghar me jharu-pocha kaun karega, kapde kaun dhoyega, aur sabse badi baat - Agar garibi mit jaye to logon ko mauka kaha milega ek dusre par blame deneka. So behtar yehi hoga ki inko inki jagha par marne do, inka to kuch hoga nhi bekar ka pareshani lekar kya faida.....hum aage badhte hai.....

Ye jo deewaron pe posters dekk rahe hai inme shamil hai hamare India ke big big personalities jinke naam ke aage peeche - Superstars, Business Tycoon jaise words ghumte rehte hai...

jab ye koi nayi Car ya fir exclusive costly Dresses kharidte hai apni status-personality ko maintain rakhne ke liye to hume pata nahi chalta hai, lekin jaise hi ye koi trust ya NGO me jate hai donation dene ke liye jo ki inke car ya dress ke kimat ka 1/4th hai  to media walo ko zaroor invite karte hai taki sabko pata to chale ke ye kithe mahan hai......

Ye sab to tha 1st level ke rakhwale aab thora 2nd level walon se bhi milte hai....

Dekhiye ye jo  yaha baithe hai inka indivisually to alag alag naam hai but inko ek sath milakar hum kehte hai- "Silent Wariors of India". aab aapto bolenge ki inka zuban to khula hua hai fir ye silent kaise hai..?

Mai samjhata hun - waise India me to aaj kal kaafi developed guns and war machines hai but inko wo sab allowed nhi hai. Hamare Mr. Raja ka kehna hai -- " Hum aapko arms ya fir violence ka permission nhi denge, unsab chizon ke liye to humhi kaffi hai.. aap agar chaho to khali haath aao, hum aap pe Lathi-charge, Aansu Gas etc etc praoyog karenge, agar seh sakte ho to thik hai warna rehne do...."

Isliye Hum inko "Silent Wariors" kehte hai. ye chahte ki India ko ek Better, Corruption-Free  state banana but kya faida....

Aab milte hai  hamare  India ke building blocks matlab aam Public se……..

Inki ek bohot bari beemari hai khush rehne ki. Ye System se pareshan, Mehngai se pareshan, Family se, apne kaam se pareshan..... fir bhi Govt. se khush. Inki to baat hi kuch nirali hai....

Salry milti hai 6000/- aur monthly expenses hai 7000/- . Khud hi TV ke samne baith ke bolte hai---"India ki Corruption Free Karna cahiye" aur agle hi din office me bolten hai ki--"Bhaisahab kaam jaldi karwana hai to fir kuch dena parega, waise na den to bhi chale ga bus Sarkari Kaam hai na Time thora zyada lag jata hai" ----- socho karein bhi to kya  kharchen hi itne hai..............

Lijiye inse miliye- Ye hai Hamare India ke Future......

Class me education kam aur Gadgets pe dhyan zyada hota hai....

Agar apni pehchan banana hai to 2-3 Social Networking Sites pe Profile banalo aur ho gaye famous....

Kehte hai- "Papa Higher Studies ke liye abroad jana hai, India se bahar na to India me hi kahi aur "

Papa sochte hai competition ka zamana hai, better education to cahiye hi, so  bhej deten hai...

Lijiye dekhiye better education mile ya na mile better environment to mil gaya...Clubs, Party, Malls and Bindas Bachelor life....

Papa ka income hai 10000/- aur janab ko pocket money chahiye 4000-5000/- . Baki family me jo 3-4  members aur bhi hai wo thora kam khalenge to kya mar jayenge....akhir hume bhi to Doctor- Engineer banna hai , fir love marriage karke alag settel hona hai..........

Aab sabse last me mu-jhukaye jo baithe hai inka naam hai Loosers…..

Nhi nhi ghabrana nhi inhone tarakki to bohot ki hai zindegi me, magar inke paas sahi platform nhi hai usko dikhane ke liye. Kisiko High School me marks mile hai 80-90%, magar degree nhi hai, kisike paas degree hai magar job dhang ka nhi mil rha hai aur kisike paas to job bhi hai magar Boss ke lecture sun sun ke life se hi frustrated ho gaye hai, to bangaye na “Looser”.

Reasons bhi to kafi strong hai –

Marks acche hai to better admission ke liye corruption. Corruption na den to degree to mil jayegi but better college/university se nhi milegi. Aab better degree nhi to accha Job kaun dega…….

Yaha khatam hota hai hamare pyere India ka ek chota sa tour..

Aagar aap dekhna chahe to aur bhi bohot sare khoobsoorat places hai jaise- Delhi, Mumbai, Kashmir, Darjeeling, Kanyakumari, etc etc... but mujhe jitna paisa mila usme inta hi dekhne ko milega.......

Thank you very much for spending such a great time with me in India...hope ki aap sabko ye tour accha laga..

Agar interest aaya to plse apne frnds and relatives ko bhi invite kijiye.

kyun ki hamara nara hai

"Atithi Debo Bhawa"

Have a nice time..

Good bye........

Jai Hind

tumi nei.......

sondhya belay janala dhar boste tumi eka......
dekhtam ami tomay sudhu mon ta hoto boka...

tomar mukher ooi hansi ta chilo khub e dami
ooi hansi te mon hariye pagol hotam ami.....

jokhon tumi bolte kotha onno karur sathe
mote hoto tokhon ami cholchi ekla pothe.....

sokal hole tomar dekha petei hobe amay
nahole je dinta amar kat-to obohelay...

tomay niye swopno koto dekhtam khola choke
sotti hobe sob swopno asha chilo eei buke....

aaj o tomay dekhte hole darai sei khane
paine dekha tomar keno takai hotash pane....

akash ache ratri ache
ache dhrubo tara
janala pase andhar ache
nei je tomar dekha......

alo-andharer khela dekha
sondhya belar sei
aar je amar valo lage na
karon tumi nei.........

abar ami ekla holam
mon ta udas sei
dekho ami dariye achi
sudhu tumi nei...............

Ek Safar.....

Na jaane kab subha ho gayi
Neend ankho se jaise roshni me ghul gayi
Savera aaya ek naya ye to sach hai magar
Raste jaise aur andheri ho gayi.....

Kal tak dekha tha jo sapna maine
Aaj unko sach kar dikhana hai
Bus ek hi zid hai zindegi ga
Aage badhna hai aur kuch kar dikhana hai....

Sapno ke duniya me rehte the hum
Sab kuch tha kitna aasan
Aaj dekho tut gaya wo mahal..
Chor gaya hume tanha bebas pareshan......

Zindegi ki ye kaisi bekhudi hai.
Aapno ko hi humse dur kar deti hai
Jinke nazron me hum jahan the
Aaj unhise nazrein chup chup ke mila karti hai.....

Guzar jaate hai din kat jaate hai raatein
Fir bhi na dhund pate hai hum aapne aap ko
Khud hi guzarish rakhte hai aansu banke girne ki
Magar dosh dete hai un bebas aankho ko....

Aakhir kab tak Zindegi ko is tarha jeena hai
Jinki rahon me sif aur sirf kaante hai
Karen bhi to kya aakhir zid ki baat hai
Aage jo badhna hai aur kuch kar ke dikhana hai.....

Dedicated to life and its long journey in which all relationship – wishes – happiness - dreams become valueless and insufficient to make it perfect........

~~~~~Jibon Take Khoja~~~~~

Thekecho ki bose kokhono ooi neel akasher niche...???
Dekhecho ki ooi kalo meghe kauke ektu khuje..???
Perecho tumi moner ghore ekla bose thakte..???
Hridoyer sei ecche take perecho ki kache dakte.??

Bristi hole tumio ki khub bhijte valobasho...???
Dukkho pele tumio ki eka bose kandte valobasho..???
Ondhokar pothe tumi  hetecho ki konodin..???
Karur jonno rat-din tumi bhebecho ki konodin....???

Jibon take ektukhani perecho ki valo korte..??
Perecho ki nijer theke ektu o dure sorte...??
Jani eesob tomar lagbe na motei valo
Karon tomar jibon ta je aaj o andhar kalo..

Parbe ki tumi jibontake onner kore banchte..??
Dekhecho khuje kauke jodi paro ektu valobaste...???
Jibon mane sukh-dukkho, hansi-kannar bojha...
Jibon ta ki sudhui matro nijer prapyo khoja.....????

---->> I love to <<---

I love to love u
I love to see u
I love to be in u
I love to be with u
I love to sing with u
I love to dance with u
I love to share all my feelingd with u
I love to laugh with u
I love to cry with u
I love to be with u
I love to be in u
I love to see u
I love to love u
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These are all my Lovely pals which I have kept safely...
Now here are those moments what I'm carring with me..
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I love to walk in the rain all alone
I love to hear sad songs when my heart feels u
I love to stand under the shower to hide my tears
I love to stand infront ot the mirror to find out my faults
I love to sit in the dark corner all alone with my lonlyness
I love to feel my heart beat stopping slowly slowly without u
I love to show my anger to those innocent people who cares for me
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&
One day
I will love to see my body lying on your laps without emotions, feelings & heart beat.........
Just leaving few drops of love in your eyes...........

Why I am forced to be what I am......
Why cant I fly like the bird free from cage..
Why cant I behave like the child who doesn't want to be perfect..
Why cant I flow like the breathless waterfall....
Why cant I beeze without my destiny, my boundaries...
Why....
Why cant I.......????????

“Sometimes it’s easy to feel like you’re the only one in the world who’s struggling, who’s frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feelings a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day and someone, or something, will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in our world. To remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.”

----A Small Journey----

Amar kache aaj kichu nei,
Sob kichu je jite gechi...
Jibon ta ke khujte khujte,
Kothay jeno hariye gachi...

Sunechilam tokhon ami,
Chilam khub e chotto...
Mayer buker amrito tai,
Holo amar rokto....

Tar poer tei chele bela,
Chilo khub e dami.....
Anando o abdare te,
Chilam sukhe ami.....

Jokhon pelam bondhutter,
Hansi kannar jowar......
Din gulo sob kete jeto,
Ki chilo r bepar.....

Kothay jeno lukiye chilo,
Duronto ek premer hawa......
Dukkho sukher khelar sathe,
Moner manush khuje paowa....

Ebar elo jibone juddhe,
Jowar bhatar pari.........
Chilo na keu songe amar,
Dilam ekai pari......

Aste aste somoy elo,
Ashi bondhu bolar.....
Somoy ta je sesh hoyeche,
Amar poth cholar.......

Eei khela tei, Jibon take khujte gelam ami...
Fire dekhlam,
Ami aar nei,
Hariye gechi ami.....
Sudhu ache pore,
Amar kichu,
Smritir morubhumi..................