ICCHE puron......!!!!

Ami tokhon onek choto, sob somoy sudhu akash- kushum swopno dekhtam.
Sei sob swopner modheyei chilo ekta boro icche lukiye, "bhogoban ke dekha"
Boltam maa ke "Maa ami o dekhbo bhogoban kemon hoy, tara kothay thake"
Maa bolten "Na baba orokom bolte nei, okhane jaowa to onek kostokor bepar"

diner por din amar icche o kolpona aro besi kore jor pete thake.
Saradin ami bose bose bhabtam-" kemon hobe bhogobaner desh,
sobai ki kore okhane !!. hoy to okhane gele amake r porasona korte hobe na,
baba- maa'r kache boka-o khete hobe na aar...."

Dekhte dekhte onek bochor kete jai, ekhon ami boro hoyechi.
Aar somoyer sathe-sathe amar swopno tao bodle geche. Ekhon ami sudhu bhabi-

ki kore eei duniya take joy korbo, ki kore sobar theke aage egiye jabo.........

Ekdin ami hotaht kore osukhe porlam, sobai khub chintito hoye porlo amar jonno.
Onek chesta kora holo kintu ami kichutei sompurno bhabe thik hotam na.
Saradin bichanay suye thakte hoto amay. Porasona, kheladhula sob bondho hoye gelo.
Kintu tokhon o keu valo kore janto na je amar ki hoyeche.

Chintay- koshte sobar raater ghum sesh, boro theke boro doctor dekhano holo,
seshe ekta report e dhora porlo amar jiboner rekha,
kintu amay keu janato na je amar ki hoyeche.

Ek din amar repoty ta lukiye dekhlam ebong  jante parlam je amar ki hoyeche.
Besi din nei aar amar jibone, hoyto matro kota mash ba ekta bochor,
karon amar cancer ta last stage e pouche gache, okhan theke keu r fire aase na.......

Amar somosto swopno baksho bondhi hoye roye gelo,
sudhu bhabtam je aar jekota din beche achi valo kore katai,
ektu anondo kore ni, kintu ki kore ..?
Ghore jar dikei takatam sei amay dekhe chokher jol lukato,
hashte chesta korto kintu parto na.........

tokhon ami sudhu ektai kotha bhabtam......
"tomra to kosto paccho kintu amay dekho ami koto khushi,
karon amar sei choto belakar swopno ta je sotti hote choleche...."

Amar "Icche Puron" hote choleche...............!!!!

teri chehre se nazar na hate
to mai kya karun....
teri baaton se dil na vare
to mai kya karun....

tujhe dekhte hi dil me halchal sa hota hai,
tujhse milte hi  duniya rang-berangi ho jata hai,
tu pass hai fir bhi tujhe dhundhta rehta hun,
tere bina zindegi adhuri si hai.....
tere bina roshni bhi dhundli-dhundli si hai.....

tujhse hi roshan hai mere din,
tujhse hi puri hai meri raatein,
meri har saanso me tu bsti hai,
meri har sapno me tera hi chehra hai......

tujhse alag mai ek pal bhi na jee paunga,
mar jaunga fir bhi tera sath na chor paunga,
teri mohabbat ka mai mara hun.......
tere pyar me mai deewana hun......

tu sath hai mere zindegi bhar
tu pass hai mere zindegi bhar....
fir bhi mera dil na bhare
to mai kya karun........!!!
mai kya karun........!!!

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chalte hue raah par yun hi ruk jate hai hum
manzil dur hai fir bhi chale jaate hai hum.....
na paas hai koi, na sath hai kisika
akele hi chal rhe hai kaanton vare rahon se
tumhari talash me
fir bhi khehte ho tum......
pata hai tumhe akelepan ka asli matlab........???

sote nhi hai hum raat var
taron me bhi tumko dhundhte rehte hai....
tumko dhundhna to ek bahana hai
bs sari raat tumhari yadon me bitane ki
fir bhi puch te ho tum mujhse.....
mohabbat hai yar fir
bs ek bahana hai nasdikiya badhane ki.....????

kehte nhi hai hum apna dard kisiko
milate nhi hai nazrein kisise.....
jhukake palkein apne hi parchai me gum rehte hai..
taki koi tumhe na dosh de sake...
fir bhi tum kehte ho....
palkein jhuka ke baithe ho..
aur baat karte ho nazrein milale ki....?????

tumse nhi, sikwa hai mujhe apne aap se...
ansuo se nhi , mai darta hu to sirf muskurahat se....
pyar to ek bahana hai
aapne sanso ko paas rakhne ki.....
fir bhi tum kehte ho
wajha kya hai tumse dil lagane ki......????