chithi.......

Nilanjana, amar sathei porto ek e classe. Dekhte khub e sundor, karur sathei
kharap byabohar korto na, ek kothay "A perfect beautiful girl with  wonderful
nature". Sobai Nilanjana ke khub valobashto r keu keu to sottie valobashto
mane Love- Love. Amio ooi keu keu er modhey portam mane Nilanjanar preme
pagol kintu parthokko ektai, sobai propose koreche kintu ami korte parini.....he
he he.....
Ami onek chesta korechi oke bolbar but voy petam karon je cheletai oke
propose korto takei Nilanjana ekta letter dhoriye dito. Bujhte r partam na je
kake yes bollo r kake no. Kintu oor chithi ta sobar kachei ekta mistry chilo
ebong jara oke propose korto tarao r kichu bolto na...
Eei vabei din kete jeto r amar valobasha tao ektu ektu kore kothin hote thaklo.
Ami saradin sudhu Nilanjanar kotha bhabtam r mone mone boltam.."he
bhogoban o jeno kauke yes na bole"
Class XII, r matro kota din baki tarpor sobai alada hoye jabe. Ekdin thik korlam
ajj jai hok r tai hok ami bolboi... tiffin time, motamoti sobai class er baire, ami
nilanjana ke daklam r full voye voye bollam....."Nilanjana ami jani onek chelei
toke propose koreche kintu amar mone hoy tui kaukei yess bolishni, ami janina
keno but amar toke khub valo lage r 4 yrs dhore ami toke valobashi."
Sob sune Nilanjana sudhu bollo "ektu dara"...tr por se nijer bag theke ekta
white kham ber kore bollo.."dekh tui hoy to dekhechis ami onek chelekei eei
rokom ekta envelop diyechi r tokeo dicchi. Plse ooi sob Love-tove amar jonno
noy, ami kauke valobashte chai na kintu tui baki sobar moton amar valo bondhu
hoye thakis, karon ta er vitore ache. Amake r konodin propose korar ba raji
korabar chesta koris na, kono labh hobe na".........eei kotha bole se amar hath ta
ekbar dhore  envellop ta diye chup chap chole gelo r ami kichui korte parlam na
sudhu rag chara. Bhablam ki r hobe eei kham er vitore hoyto ekta chithi jate
lekha thakbe "plse amake vuleja, mon kharap koris na, tui onek meye pabi
amar theke valo valo...etc etc" tai r khuleo dekhlam na, ekta book er modhey
rekhe dilam.
Kichu din ektu rag hoto, mon kharap hoto Nilanjana ke dekhlei kintu o sei ager
moton normal, no change just "A perfect beautiful girl with  wonderful nature"....
Exam sesh, result out holo, sobai dure jaowar betha bujhe kendeo fello kintu
Nilanjana kandlo na....ektu obak holam tarpor vablam hoy to se eei rokom e,
baire theke ja dekha jai vitor theke puropuri ulto.....
Dekhte dekhte onek din kete gelo purono bondhuder sathe majhe majhe dekha
hoy kintu Nilanjanar sathe dekha hoto na asole eiccheo korto na, ke abar koshto
pabe sudhu sudhu..... ek din ghore gaan sunchi hotath bell bajlo, dekhlam
Courier eseche amar. Khule dekhi school theke letter for get-togethe, khub
khushi holam kintu hotath kore Nilanjanar kotha mone pore gelo r mone pore
gelo tar deowa envellop ta......
Janina keno but khub icche holo ekbar janar je ki chilo ooi khamtar modhey,
onek khuje seshe pelam. Mon bhora koutuhol niye khullam, vetore dekhi aro du
-to kham, lekha ache 1st r onno tate 2nd. Prothom kham ta khullam.........
"My dear,
              Sobar age amay promis kor je eei chithir kotha konodin kauke bolbi na,
plse eta amar 1st & last request. Rag r mon kharap eei du-to sobder modheyei
lukiye ache amar valobasha kintu du-toi besi din thakbe na, tai amar valobasha
tao besidin thakbe na. Amake plse valobashis na.
             Tui hoyto sottie amake khub valobashis but ami parbo na karon ami
karur jibon noshto korte chai na. Je amake valobashbe se sara jibon koshto
pabe. Ami besidin karur sathe katate parbo na, amar Heart e ekta Hole ache
jeta operation koreo thik hobe na. Ekmatro Heart Transplant chara kono upay
nei r ami nijer jiboner jonno onno karur jibon sesh korte parbo na tai amake
bhule ja.
               Sara jibon toh noy but jekota din beche thakbo, amra valo bondhu hoye
katabo. Plse amar e chara r kono rasta nei...
                            eti..
                     tor bondhu
                      Nilanjana"

Oor mukh ta jeno amar samne veshe uthlo, mone hocche O amar dike takiye
mone mone hanshche........
Ami kichukhoner jonno pathor hoye gelam, chokher jol o jeno sukiye gache
amar. Amar kapa- kapa hath duto aste aste 2nd kham ta khullo.........
Kintu tar por ami r sthir thakte parlam na, amar moner betha ta chokh du- to
prokash kore dilo........................

Vitore chilo Nilanjanar ekta Photo r niche black ink diye lekha ache

                "with love
                nilanjana......."
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*______Global Warming______*

onker khata vora elo melo lekha
sin cos tan r geometry sekha....
east india company-r golpete peto ghum
abar keu boka khele class ta nijhum.....

Apur kalpana sune harato eei mon
abar kokhono dena-paona, vijto noyon.....
equater ta kache elei klanto sobai
hariye jeto desh-bidesher golok dhaday....

english ta valo chilo, grammer ete chap
esay ebong letter jeno kiser obhisap.....
eri majhe library te mojar books khoja
tifin r off period-ecricket-er moja....

diner seshe bajto jokhon chutir happy bell
bag tule kandher opor hotam metro rail.....
gater baire jhalmuri r fuchka-r kolahol
jhal legeche jhal legeche taratari de jol........

eshob chilo ager kotha
modhur kintu moner betha....
ebar holo jibon khela
sono kemon katai bela.........

saradin janla dhare hotam an-mona
cd-r remote hathe niye moner gaan ta sona.....
ki sob jeno ondhokare khojar chesta chilo
chele belar anondo ta ke je kere nilo.....

sokal theke duphur hoto, sukh chilo na mone
bikel holei pari chilo club ghorer ooi kone.........
carrom board e miss korlei gala-galir slogaan
jhogra koreo petei hobe filter-re sukh tan..........

jibon ekhon chonno-chara, odriswa ek chaya
sukher din ke khujte khujte, dukkho sudhu paowa...........
kothay raja kothay rani, kothay abol-tabol
ache sudhu obohela r opekkhai kebol.......!!!
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sathi.......

janina ki je chai
ki pete ami ki je harai..
kokhon ooi moner kone
ektuku rod othe......
kokhon abar ekla hoye
ondhokare chote...!!

chander ooi khela ghore
dukkho vola gaan......
hotath abar kiser bethai
abeg bhora pran........

tomar khushi jibon amar
tumie amar sathi......
tomay niyeie bhanbo joto
hisheber map kathi......

thakbe tumi pase amar
tobuo mone bhoy.....
tomay chere kokhono jodi
amay jete hoy......!!!!

"valobasha"- ekta chotto kotha, kintu eei chotto kothatar mane tao ki sotti choto......?

moner kone chupti kore dariye chilo se..
bolto amay kane kane, hath ta mele de.....
buker majhe joriye dhore
dekh na kache tene
du chokh bujhe bibhore hoye
thakbo du-jone

vorer akash surjo udoy
agni sikhar khela
dekhte dekhte purno hobe
moder jibon bela.........

hath ti dhore cholbo sathe
neel sagorer par....
sanjh belar ooi sonar aloy
sunbo moner gaan........

raater akash purno kore
ek fali chand othe....
sei chaya te dekhbi kemon
swopner ful fote..........

aai na amar khela ghore
thakbo du-jone...
de na amay ek tuku sthan
tor moner ooi kone.......

sobai bole swopno amay
ki ba amar dam.....
bolchi amai "valobasha"
jibon amar naam........

ICCHE puron......!!!!

Ami tokhon onek choto, sob somoy sudhu akash- kushum swopno dekhtam.
Sei sob swopner modheyei chilo ekta boro icche lukiye, "bhogoban ke dekha"
Boltam maa ke "Maa ami o dekhbo bhogoban kemon hoy, tara kothay thake"
Maa bolten "Na baba orokom bolte nei, okhane jaowa to onek kostokor bepar"

diner por din amar icche o kolpona aro besi kore jor pete thake.
Saradin ami bose bose bhabtam-" kemon hobe bhogobaner desh,
sobai ki kore okhane !!. hoy to okhane gele amake r porasona korte hobe na,
baba- maa'r kache boka-o khete hobe na aar...."

Dekhte dekhte onek bochor kete jai, ekhon ami boro hoyechi.
Aar somoyer sathe-sathe amar swopno tao bodle geche. Ekhon ami sudhu bhabi-

ki kore eei duniya take joy korbo, ki kore sobar theke aage egiye jabo.........

Ekdin ami hotaht kore osukhe porlam, sobai khub chintito hoye porlo amar jonno.
Onek chesta kora holo kintu ami kichutei sompurno bhabe thik hotam na.
Saradin bichanay suye thakte hoto amay. Porasona, kheladhula sob bondho hoye gelo.
Kintu tokhon o keu valo kore janto na je amar ki hoyeche.

Chintay- koshte sobar raater ghum sesh, boro theke boro doctor dekhano holo,
seshe ekta report e dhora porlo amar jiboner rekha,
kintu amay keu janato na je amar ki hoyeche.

Ek din amar repoty ta lukiye dekhlam ebong  jante parlam je amar ki hoyeche.
Besi din nei aar amar jibone, hoyto matro kota mash ba ekta bochor,
karon amar cancer ta last stage e pouche gache, okhan theke keu r fire aase na.......

Amar somosto swopno baksho bondhi hoye roye gelo,
sudhu bhabtam je aar jekota din beche achi valo kore katai,
ektu anondo kore ni, kintu ki kore ..?
Ghore jar dikei takatam sei amay dekhe chokher jol lukato,
hashte chesta korto kintu parto na.........

tokhon ami sudhu ektai kotha bhabtam......
"tomra to kosto paccho kintu amay dekho ami koto khushi,
karon amar sei choto belakar swopno ta je sotti hote choleche...."

Amar "Icche Puron" hote choleche...............!!!!

teri chehre se nazar na hate
to mai kya karun....
teri baaton se dil na vare
to mai kya karun....

tujhe dekhte hi dil me halchal sa hota hai,
tujhse milte hi  duniya rang-berangi ho jata hai,
tu pass hai fir bhi tujhe dhundhta rehta hun,
tere bina zindegi adhuri si hai.....
tere bina roshni bhi dhundli-dhundli si hai.....

tujhse hi roshan hai mere din,
tujhse hi puri hai meri raatein,
meri har saanso me tu bsti hai,
meri har sapno me tera hi chehra hai......

tujhse alag mai ek pal bhi na jee paunga,
mar jaunga fir bhi tera sath na chor paunga,
teri mohabbat ka mai mara hun.......
tere pyar me mai deewana hun......

tu sath hai mere zindegi bhar
tu pass hai mere zindegi bhar....
fir bhi mera dil na bhare
to mai kya karun........!!!
mai kya karun........!!!

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chalte hue raah par yun hi ruk jate hai hum
manzil dur hai fir bhi chale jaate hai hum.....
na paas hai koi, na sath hai kisika
akele hi chal rhe hai kaanton vare rahon se
tumhari talash me
fir bhi khehte ho tum......
pata hai tumhe akelepan ka asli matlab........???

sote nhi hai hum raat var
taron me bhi tumko dhundhte rehte hai....
tumko dhundhna to ek bahana hai
bs sari raat tumhari yadon me bitane ki
fir bhi puch te ho tum mujhse.....
mohabbat hai yar fir
bs ek bahana hai nasdikiya badhane ki.....????

kehte nhi hai hum apna dard kisiko
milate nhi hai nazrein kisise.....
jhukake palkein apne hi parchai me gum rehte hai..
taki koi tumhe na dosh de sake...
fir bhi tum kehte ho....
palkein jhuka ke baithe ho..
aur baat karte ho nazrein milale ki....?????

tumse nhi, sikwa hai mujhe apne aap se...
ansuo se nhi , mai darta hu to sirf muskurahat se....
pyar to ek bahana hai
aapne sanso ko paas rakhne ki.....
fir bhi tum kehte ho
wajha kya hai tumse dil lagane ki......????